A Deliberate and Angry Rant..
This post is exactly what the title implies.. for those of you who are still reading my blog, this is something i dont normally do... but MY FURY IS WELL FOUNDED AND CAUSED BY, LIES AND DECEIT...
(THIS IS MORE ALONG MY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED...)
( me when i read her blog posts....)
I met and started training a woman who desired to be a submissive as we progressed we learnede quite a bit about each other. Things changed, she learned rapidly, which impresses me. As things progressed I did have feelings for her, yet, as some events in the past have taught me, dont just give your heart away, and be even more cautious about letting your emotions show.
As time progressed in her training, she began to beg me to help her with an issue, and as I began my reserch into that issue, I Discovered several things about that which I honestly did not care for and thought were rather disturbing even one Issue DISGUSTINGLY BLASPHEMOUS TO THE CHRISTIAN CHURCH WORLD WIDE.
I WILL DISCUSS THOSE ISSUES IN ANOTHER BLOG THAT WILL BE COMING VERY SHORTLY.
(( AGAIN , I HATE BEING POLITICALLY CORRECT... AND IF YOU EASILY GET OFFENDED ABOUT RELIGIOUS SUBJECTS THIS NEXT POSTING SHOULD REALLY SCRAMBLE YOUR EGGS AND BURN YOUR BACON EXTRA CRISPY...)
To be fair and balanced in my blog, I did acquire a new job that had me working from the mid afternoon to midnight which meant that our talking time was greatly reduced. During the day time i was either sleeping, working around the home, or doing things for my folks.
She informs me that we needed to talk.... one of her ex boyfriends decided he wanted her back, and from hearing her talk and seeing her expressions on her face, it was obvious she was struggling with this. I began to question her posts in her blog and the comments that she made, claiming that she LOVED ME... YET, I DONT THINK SHE DID.. THE OLD SAYING WEARING YOUR FEELINGS ON YOUR SLEEVE.. So, I began to back away, from reading her posts in her blog it was readily obvious SHE WAS NOT IN LOVE.. DID NOT LOVE, AND WAS CONSIDERING GOING TO HER EX.... OR RATHER EITHER ONE OF THEM....
( YOU CAN FIND HER BLOG HERE AND READ FOR YOURSELF.. WHAT I AM SPEAKING OF...http://submissive34533.blogspot.com/ )) TO JUDGE FOR YOURSELVES IF WHAT I SAY IS TRUE.
So she posted in her blog, a rant about ending it with me... and YES I READ THE BLOG WITHOUT KNOWING SHE HAD ENDED IT...
So, a few days progressed, she actually sent a text, telling me we needed to talk yada yada yada... i raked her over the coals letting her know that I was not happy about anything and that basically i will not be Run over or topped from the bottom. after a few more days i sent her a series of texts ending it from my side and telling her, not to act like I never existed... BUT FOR HER TO FORGET I EXISTED...
AS FAR AS HER TRAINING WAS CONCERNED, SHE THANKED ME FOR ALL OF IT.. YET SHE LEARNED ONLY THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG... SHE LEARNED NOTHING ABOUT RESPECT AND TRUE SUBMISSION.. I DID COMMENT TO HER THAT HER TRAINING WAS GOING FAST, YET SHE JUST DIDNT GET IT... NOT THE MOST IMPORTANT PARTS..
Of Course, she is now talking about 777... her new man.. already jumping out of the skillet and into the fire. with an untested and unfired newbie dom... good bye and good luck with that... hope it works..
( for those of you who know me and know my previous posts, i always try to throw in a funny or two... although from her blog postings it could also be seen from this point of view......
From my place in the Bishop's Chair, i write this sombering and straight forward posting, frustrated and back to square one. As in all things human, we learn from our mistakes, and we learn to move forward. I will continue posting blog posts, and move forward in my quest of life itself.
( and no ,I could only wish I had a chair like this to sit in at home...)
As always Peace to you all, any and all comments are welcomed... until my next post... ( B )